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Jack Jensen
September 28, 2004
Dear Jack,
I am writing a last good bye to you, my sweet, sweet Jack. I’ll
never forget holding you in that hospital bed after working so hard
to finally see you with my own eyes. You were so perfect. So
handsome, just like Daddy. You just lay there peacefully and sadly
still in my aching arms.
I would do anything to hold you and rock you gentle in my arms and
hear your soft breath, feel your little heart beat and look into your
beautiful eyes. You came so close to life, I will never understand
why you were taken away from me.
Daddy and I were so excited and happy to have you in our life. We
had so many plans and so much to share with you. Sometimes we would
lie in bed together and just talk about you. Daddy would tell some
jokes and make Mommy laugh and then you would move around in my
belly. We would both put our hands on you and softly caress you
through Mommy’s belly. Sometimes Daddy would read you stories, did
you like that?
Oh Jack, my darling little son, I’ll never forget you. I will miss
you everyday of my life. And I will always wonder what kind of person
you would have been.
Don’t be afraid, you will never be alone. You have all the love in
the world coming from Mommy and Daddy. I promise to carry you in my
heart for all time. My heart is a place you can safely play in
forever.
I have wished you peace. Cookies. Laughter and giggles. Warm
socks. Tickles. Toy trucks. Good books. Friends. My hand to
hold.
Love from Mommy.
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